mentally DRAINED?

yes, I think that is the best phrase to descrie me right about now. I find myself only too tired around noon and too awake at the very peak of hours in the morning. I know it isn't healthy to mess up my sleeping orders but I think that might be impossible to turn back now. But I'm managing I think.

It is in the middle of trials now and once again, being the very typical procrastinating Farisa, I am cramming everything in between the middle of the night. Or should I say morning. OMG! This disorder is really eating me apart.

But all worries aside, I am too very happy today. Today is a saturday but we had school and I had to sit for my accounts and english paper today. Accounts. Was. Shitty. And this is because the teacher just don't have any mercy bones inside her body! She has made it so hard for normal thinking kids like us.

But my english paper was the bomb! I was skipping and jumping when greeting my mom home from the mall when I got back from school. Yes she thought I wanted something because I was being too overly excited and happy even for me.

Why was I crazier than usual?! Well, because I feel confident with my english essay today. We were to write a composition on the following topics given and I wrote about "why would I like to be a millionaire?" Not usually the cup of coffee I pick for my essays, but at the time I was booming with the thought of shoes and clothes worth a million, instead of the one thing I tried hard to forget.


So being the very weird and happy me, I found myself booming with excitement when I was writing the composition. Hahhah. I am very ahppy with what I wrote but I am scared too that my essay wasn't exactly the TEACHER'S cup of coffee. But for now this does not bother me. I must enjoy this happy moment.

Ahhh.... I am often in my writer's blog moment. Therefore I always feel like I never write as good as I want to. Thats my version of the phrase, writer's blog. ahahha.

- so whatever.