isn't it IRONIC!?

listening to : empty apartment - yellowcard
mood : bored the freaking death
current status : hot!

a lot of ironical things have been happening to me. Is it freaky or what!? like for instance, I just became friends with this guy in friendster, and the next day, I saw him at the bazaa ramadhan place. Its weird!

And for another, I went to the school masjid tonight to go for my terawih prayers, and what do you know, I saw my long time kindergarten best friend. One that I have been bugging myself to meet. And yes, I saw her and we.. bonded!

Mama, Along and I went to the masjid at about 8 tonight. I don't know why, I mean, I think its only me and the fact that I have just TOTALLY lost it, but after I got of the car, I practically SKIPPED to the masjid. GOD! What was I thinking. I was skipping! SKIPPING! 14 years old girl who is wearing telekung and going to a masjid full of people at night JUST DON'T SKIP!! But again I blame my lack of activities that has made my brain go 'splat!'

But for god knows what I was too happy to go for terawih! I seriously need to start a project to keep myself occupied.

Which I have found now. Well actually, I got the project. Atikah dared me to wirte a Harry Potter Fan Fiction with 3 conditions :
a) whatever it is, Luna Lovegood has to be in the fic
b) it has to be based on a Hilary Duff song
c) cannot be hermione and Ron pairing

and I find these conditions.. PERFECT!! I truly do! I found one HIlary Duff song which is so freaking perfect for the story! And Luna would be such a perfect character in it! HAHAH!!
If I may, I will post the story in this blog of mine, so if you don't feel like reading it, you can just skip it! heheheh!!

getting on with my terawih...

when I got in the masjid, all three of us were looking for places to settle in. There were only 2 position left in the saf that we found. And IRONICALLY there was one more place in the front saf and again IRONICALLY the empty position of the front saf was none other then my old best friend from kindergarten shcool, Lyanna! I was excited and scared at the same time. I mean, I have been wanting to see her for the past 7 years of my life. But what the hell would I say to her. I mean, like I said, I haven't seen her for 7 years. I can't just strike up a conversation going all, do you know that Atikah is allergic to cats!? She will go all, atikah who!? Or she might even go.. who're you!?

BITE ME!!

Mama and Along pushed me to go sit next to her and make friends with her.. again! But i got too nervous. WHat if she don't remember me. I mean, sure theres the whole she sms me and me sms her thing but still, meeting someone in person would be much more nerve wrecking. BUt still, I was pushed to do it. I casually walked up next to her and sat down. She looked and me and had another glance at me. You know, when you looked at a person and you turned away, and then you looked at the person again, to take another glance. Yeah that!!

So when I looked back at her, I was like.. 'Lynn nyer?' as if I didn't see her before.. Hahahah! You gotta play it cool. And she was all.. 'yeah! shasha kan!?' (its SASHA by the way!) yeah. And after that, we just, TALKED. Its as if the whole-not-seeing-each-other-and-don't-even-know-if-the-other-still-lives for the past 7 years never even happened. heres some converstaion we had :

L = lynn
S = Sasha

L : its been long since we've met!
: yeah how are you?
L : yeah I'm fine. Hey do you remember farisa!?
S : do i remember farisa!?
L : yeah, she was our friend dulu right?
S : yeah but Lynn, I AM farisa. Sasha is my nick name.
L : Ouh sorry.
S : No problem. Hahahah!
L : I have a boyfriend named .....
S : owh cool! is he form 3?
L : No! he's form 5! and what about you!?
S : (looks at mom) Hahaha! Yeah, He's in form 3. He's name is Shahrul.
L : Owh.
S : You have friendster?
L : yeah, I'm friends with shafiqah. Under the name Lynn.
S : Owh okay. I'll add you later. I'm Bernie.
L : Bernie? Hahahaha!
S : yeah well. My friends wanna call my bf Bernard and the found a girl Bernard name Bernie so there for, I'm bernie!
L : thats so cute!
S : haahahah!!
S : Hey, you see armand at school right!?
L : yeah I do.
S : he's still so quiet and shy. And he doesn't really look different.
L : Yeah I know.
S : what about me? do I look different?
L : No! You still have those pretty eyes.
S : Pretty eyes? Ahar...
L : yeah, who could forget.
S : many poeple say that! I just don't see it!
L : Owh well. What about me? Have I changed?
S : Nope. I recognize you the minute I saw you!
L : Hahha!

Theres a lot more But forget about that! So we bonded and it was fun! I mean, we talked like we've been friends forever. There was some awkward moments. There was no awkward pauses though. and again, IRONICALLY, I come to find, that she's a lot like me. We're both 14. We're both PTS students. We've both been in a relationship for 3 months. We both DON'T want to go to asrama but was asked to my our moms. We both DON'T like to wash plates and clothes. We both never been to Makkah. And we both .. I dunno.. Have friendster! Hahah! (just wanna make it sound MORE) But still, we're both just the same. I think her life is a lot like mine.

Where you just can't go out so much time, and you're just stuck at home reading books and playing computer. And you just wonder off in space day dreaming and thinking how much better it is to go out and play guitar or something. Hahahh! I guess so.

Whatever it is, its just cool to see her again. Having to talk to her and catch up on stuff. I miss her so and I got a hug from her. Yay! We are to keep in touch and to see each other again someday! She's going to Makkah tomorrow for 2 weeks. Going to miss her. But hey, I can survive 7 years, I can survive 2 weeks right?

- I'm Farisa!!